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Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Gun Lae Gun


I found myself singing this song after watching Love for Siam. A Thai film about identity crisis of two childhood guy friends starring Mario Maurer and Witwisit Hiranyawongkul. A great film which mirrors the dilemma of most adolescents. Through their journey, they realized who they really are without affecting their friendship. Watch it, you can relate to it. I'm not saying I had the identity crisis or something. But I do have relatives and friends who in a way took the road, traveled by Tong and Mew.



The song hit me because of its wonderful meaning. I remember someone who wrote me a song. But he is now part of the past. I can hardly remember the song. :D It just brought kilig during that time. And whatever happened to us, we remained friends. Or so I thought? :)



THAI LYRICS:
taa bok waa pleng nee dtaeng hai ter ter ja cheua mai
man aat mai pror mai seung mai suay ngaam meuan pleng tua bpai
yaak hai roo waa pleng rak taa mai rak gor kian mai daai
dtae gap ter kon dee roo mai chan kian yaang ngaai … daai
ter kong koie dai-yin pleng rak maa nap roi pan
man aat ja dohn jai

dtae gor mee kwaam maai meuan-meuan gan dtae taa ter fang pleng nee
pleng tee kian peua ter tao nan
peua ter kao jai kwaam maai laew jai ja daai mee gan lae gan
hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan

dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang
mee kwaam jing yoo nai kwaam rak dtang maak maai

lae tee paan maa chan chai way-laa peua haa kwaam maai
dtae mai naan gor perng roo meua took krang tee mee ter glai
waa taa chee-wit keu tam nong ter gor bpen dang kam rong tee pror lae seung jap jai
hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan
yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan

dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang
keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang
mee taang dern hai rao dern kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan
mee taang dern hai rao dern ruam kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan


ENGLISH TRANSLATION:
If I said that this song is made for you, would you believe it?
It’s probably not melodious, not affectionate, not beautiful like other songs.
I want you to know that if there’s no love, you can’t write a love song.
But for you, my dear, do you know? I wrote it easily.

You’ve probably heard hundreds and thousands of love songs
that’s probably impressive
but with a similar meaning altogether, but if you listen to this song,
a song that’s written simply for you.

For you to understand the meaning of it, our hearts will then have a connection.
Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.

As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there’s love naturally there’s hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.
There is a lot of facts found in love,
and in the past I used the time for the sake of finding the meaning.

But soon, I’d just know it, whenever you are near me,
That if life’s a rhythm, you are as good as the words that is melodious and touching to the heart.

Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.
Together as long as possible.
As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there’s love naturally there’s hope.
Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.

There’s a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.
There’s a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.

Taare Zameen Par

MA43 at Loreland

My Baby's 2nd!

I am thankful... I am Blessed ^_^



When the going gets tough.. the tough gets going! :D

When everything gets rough for me, I always look at this phrases from my cellphone. Reminder that no matter what the difficult situation I'm in, I shouldn't back down.

I am thankful for...

*The taxes I pay because it means that I am employed.

*The clothes that fit a little to snug because it means I have enough to eat.

*My shadow who watches me because it means I am out in the sunshine.

*My neighbor who sings videoke up all night which means that I can hear.

*For my eyes that I can see the beauty of wonderful nature.

*The length of Sales Bridge going to work which means that I can walk.

*For disappointments, that I now knew the things that matters to me most.

*For Baby Nicky who strangles my hair, that no matter how hard my day was, she always makes it to be worth living.

*All the tears that I have cried, which taught me to appreciate laughter and see the joy that comes after.

*For all the storms, knowing that there is a rainbow at the end.

*For the pain, that I have known compassion for suffering.

*For the difficult people, they have shown me who I do not want to be.

*For today and yesterday, to make me look forward for tomorrow.


*The crows of Tatay's roosters in the morning because it means that I am alive.


now playing: More than this - 1D  ♩♪♫ Im broken, do you hear me? Im blinded, cause you are everything I see, Im dancin alone, Im praying,That your heart will just turn around, And as I walk up to your door, My head turns to face the floor, Cause I cant look you in the eyes and say, When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight, It just wont feel right, Cause I can love you more than this, yeah, When he lays you down, I might just die inside, It just dont feel right, Cause I can love you more than this, Can love you more than this ♩♪♫ 

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Midlife Crisis...

“The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing. ”   Walt Disney Company 

Have you ever felt so bored with everything you do? Asking yourself when you wake up in the morning, "I will see them again, I will go to work again... again and again...". Or contemplate before you sleep at night, "Am I at my best today? or What do I really want in life?"

I don't know what is this called. But is this midlife crisis? According to google, midlife crisis is a cause of transition, menopause or andropause stage, death of someone dear, realizing that the career is unfit, or any significant changes in the core aspect or life. For more info, please tick here.

Well, I guess what I feel is really midlife crisis! But hey, I'm not yet menopausal! I just wanted to do something different. I don't like what I'm doing now. Please don't get me wrong though. I am very grateful and forever will be thankful for what I have. For what I have experienced, for my family, my work and my accomplishments. But why do I feel this? There's something missing and I can't figure it out. :(

Hay, I have been battling with myself. I want to go to the mountains and teach the indigenous people. I want to do something I haven't done before. The thought of it is so liberating. But how can I do that? Who wills support my finances? That is the very thing that hinders me from quitting my job. I don't have enough savings. If all is well with my pocket, I don't think I would be writing this down. *sigh*


now playing: Please don't say you love me - Gabrielle Aplin ♩♪♫Just please don't say you love me 'Cause I might not say it back Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping when you look at me like that There's no need to worry when you see just where we're at Just please don't say you love me 'Cause I might not say it back ♩♪♫